December 2009
74 posts
Dec 31st
“Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an...”
– -James 1:2-4  (via my Mother’s facebook)
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
In A Whisper
I am finding that I am reaching for faith in something bigger than I imagined.  Although, the circumstances in which this started for me was not something I would have chose first hand, but I suppose this was meant for me.  Last night, for the first time that I can remember, I really prayed.  Whole heart and soul poured into a few simple words in silent.  It was a feeling of release.  I no longer...
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
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“A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken...”
– -Proverbs 17:22
Dec 30th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
Paramore (7) The Maine (6) The Dangerous Summer (4) Fall Out Boy (4) Landon Pigg (4) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 30th
oh our conversations!
andcaylasaid:
hahaha
he was that one guy that I literally would never know what to say
to
andcaylasaid:
haha
left me speechless that man
such a hunk
TheOneWhoDid:
haha well it was his fault his eyes were mind traps
andcaylasaid:
god, they were.
are.
TheOneWhoDid:
ught true
i really wish i could just go all the way lesbian so that stuff like this didnt have any affect on me... lol
andcaylasaid:
or maybe be a Nun and block out all male contact
and be oblivious to the world
and by all male contact, I mean all besides our heavenly father lord jesus
haha
TheOneWhoDid:
yeah but id imagine id still think about guys if i were a nun and then id feel double bad
andcaylasaid:
you can think about god
haha
TheOneWhoDid:
holy shit (no pun intended) but im laughing so hard i grabbed my phone and started to call you so you could hear how loud im laughing!
Dec 29th
I want to start a book share
Picture this:  You buy a book and read it.  It’s a great book and you want to share it with others.  You suggest to a friend that they should read said book.  Friend suggests you should read a book they have read.  Friend lives in Maine while you live in California.  This is where the United States Postal Service comes in.  Mail the book(s).  Read and finish the book(s) and mail back.  ...
Dec 29th
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vinte e três
In just a few short days, Twenty-three years will have gone by.  First day of every new year with a feeling that never changes.  Lines in my face and notches on the kitchen wall show it.  Standing in front of a mirror with flashbacks of pink boots and scraped elbows.  Chalked dirt and cut grass can only mean Summer.  Amusement was nothing short of a prank call to silly boys.  Moving on to days...
Dec 28th
looking for new music? (A Movable West) →
Josiah is great at what he does.  What can I say?
Dec 28th
turning to you is like falling in Love when you’re 10.
Dec 28th
Baby your Baby
I was oh so blessed as to have a dream last night where I had a baby.  Definite sarcasm in that sentence.  This dream had so much real life in it that I woke up, and for this split second I possessed this urge to actually check on my baby.  Key words: “had” and “split second”.  The thing that I keep questioning, is why [in my dream] do I not remember being pregnant, but I...
Dec 27th
to each their own
Having a chat with Silvanna about relationship endings. I still don’t understand how people can be head over heels for someone and that feeling just fades away, myself included.  The whole concept just baffles me.  Where does it fade to?  How can you stop it?  Do people want to stop it? And to the people that love each other for the rest of their lives, what is (are) their secret(s)?  What...
Dec 27th
questions? comments? concerns? →
don’t be affraid.  and to the 3 of you that have, I will post my answers/responses up soon.
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
Sil
hypothetically if you were point A and theoretically if I was point B, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything. my faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through.  it’s times like these when I wish I could teleport to you ‘cause then we wouldn’t have an issue…
Dec 25th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →
The Maine (15) Steve Moakler (15) Landon Pigg (15) The Dangerous Summer (14) Paramore (13) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 24th
without
Being without a phone for the past few days has had it’s moments of liberation.  Then I find myself sitting on the couch wanting to text someone.  Why not call them instead?  And from a land line at that.  This society is too reliable on it’s alternate forms of communication that being on the phone is uncomfortable for some.  I actually find that I like to be on the phone.  Myself and...
Dec 22nd
Listenmindymaygan: Happy Holidays! Here’s my version...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
action reaction
Me: i couldn't wait
Me: i did a bad bad thing
Me: i just couldn't
Me: *hangs head*
Me: i hope you're sitting down
Me: i hope you have a drink in hand
Me: it's just me preparing you
Me: for the worst that is to come
Me: *lifts head*
Me: I made Muddy Buddys.
Martha: Nooooo
Martha: Whyyyyyy
Martha: Did u make me some
definitely thought I was going to get a more dramatic answer, but this will do.
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
Listenaileen365: The Spill Canvas - Gateway Drug You...
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
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the answer to life, the universe, and everything →
Thank you Bryce.
Dec 19th
survivor
I had an interview today at the Indian Casino up here for one of their restaurants.  It’s for a Hosting/Bussing/Everything position.  It went really well, I feel, and I should be hearing back next week!  Also, T-mobile decided since I haven’t paid my phone bill for about 2 months they were going to suspend my service.  No phone for the time being.  I will survive.
Dec 19th
edit to a previous post
I am to cease biting my nails after football season ends. It’s too stressful. Especially games like tonight… Indianapolis I love you, but you’re bringing me down. (Yes, that’s an LCD Soundsystems reference).
Dec 18th
"2010 will be all about your successful creative...
Tomorrow I have a job interview!  It’s really been a little over a year since I have had an interview.  I always do really well with them, so I am not worried.  Only good can come from this and I am ready to be working again.
Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
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The Dangerous Summer →
These guys are really amazing.  I recommend them as car music for sure.  Lyrically phenomenal and adding in the harmonizing parts just makes me feel they will be around for a while.  I expect big things for them in 2010.
Dec 17th
mr. a-z
Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away It would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Well you and I Why, we go carrying on for hours on end We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend [Chorus:] Well all...
Dec 16th
“we found the meaning of the moment in a tapestry of time…”
Dec 16th
Dec 15th
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toy story 3
Me: we never have anything to say to each other anyways
Him: yes we do
Me: oh, yeah, the awkward "hi, how are you" and then nothing...
Me: besides talking about your dvd player
Him: i just want you in my life and you want none of it
Him: so sad
Me: no, I do. I want all of it
Me: we should write a song about it
Him: we should
Him: and im excited for toy story 3
Me: oh, so am I
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
Dec 15th
until I hear it from you. One of my favorite songs from the 90s. I was this underground 90s grunge/alternative rock listener when I was younger. All my friends were hip-hop/r&b listeners. My family all listened to country. We even would go country dancing on the weekends. You’re looking at the great pretender since ‘91. Gin Blossoms, The Wallflowers, Alanis Morrisset,...
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
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starting now
I am to drink more water, because my complexion is of a 13 year old.  Some days I feel more dehydrated than others as well.  I am to cease biting my nails.  It will take a lot of will power, but I stand (rather sit) committed to doing so.  Fall nail polish is brilliant.  I am to broaden my vocabulary.  Starting with adding the word “Brilliant” to it.  Gives me a little British edge. ...
Dec 13th
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